And When Necessary...
I am not a poet.
I am a learner.
I am Josiah Hughes. These are the words I have for the moment.


I’m so pissed off about my life right now. I’m afraid for the next person who crosses me.
The last thing I want is sympathy, because I don’t deserve that. I’m going to be twenty three soon and I feel like everything I’ve accomplished in my life has been worthless. I’m tired of placing my future in the hands of people with selfish ambition. I’ve always been my own man and I’ve always taken care of myself yet I still find myself in crappy situations. I just want to be with family again, with people who have my back. My back is the worlds biggest knife rack. Then again I brought this all on myself. I chose my path. I am this close to ditching everything and being normal. Because I’m sick of the pain. I’m sick of the stress and vulnerability and disappointment and failure and stupidity and bad decisions and weakness and failure and failure and failure.
Pray for me please. And if you aren’t into that kind of thing then do it anyways.

Steven - “No Ben! You have to flap your wings like this.”
Look what I found…heh heh (Taken with instagram)
(Source: psych-quotes, via lastknownsurroundings)
“The opposite of love is not hate. The opposite of love is indifference.” -Matt Chandler
Still thinking about this one.